It's nothing special ~
Before the rant, just know that i'm a preety timid person, I hate to insult people and more than everything, I HATE fighting.
Just, yeah, I snapped today ! I'm preety unstable emotionally ( like, for real, according to doctors ) and I done something I shouldn't.
I saw my friend being... well, kind of harrassed by two other guys, bigger and stronger then him. I shouldn't interfere, it's not my problem, really. But, i'm one of those people who can take a beating, or maaany insults, but i will NOT tolerate bullying my friends.
So, i walked up to one guy and smashed his face. Both were surprised, and the guy i hit had a nose bleed and spit blood from his mouth. I told them to fuck off, and they did... BUT, through some sources, i came to know they plan to, hm, assault me ~ With 3 other people. 5 people stood up for me, and it came to this, that there is a small "war" scheduled in the near future. Us 6 vs 10 bully, shit-brain, muscleman people
I have a choice now. To get myself beaten up, to spare my friends from that, or to go there myself and deal with only 3.
What to do ? Well, whatever i do, i'm preety fucked up
Tomorrow, i'll go and deal with them myself. I'm not scared of getting a beating... I'm scared, because I started this, and my friends might get hurt, because of my actions ~
So, yeah, that's all. Preety much, tomorrow, or in few days, I will have my face kicked and smashed, or whatever
I don't want to call for help ( I can preety much call a bunch of goths, metals and half of my brother's university, cause I know many people there, and they will gladly stand up for me ), but if i do that, I will be on the very same level as those assclowns!
That's all I'm prepared ~